something comes from nothing if your willing to believe

wow its almost been a year since I've been on here..crazy..anyways..umm..updates ok..well i'm now in 2 bands drumming for both of them...One of them is currently in recording our first album..and my other one isnt that established so we are just playing a few gigs here and there...but anyways yeah thats pretty much all thats happened in the past year..

hey every one whats going on...there isnt to much going on with me, i've just been working with my band on a few songs...i got a couple new drum beats down and good to go for two of our songs, other then the band thing all i've been doing is weight lifting and working with my church on stuff for the youth group..its kinda funny now that i look at my mindsay from the last entry to way back in like last june, i use to be really really depressed back then..i've changed alot and i belive that is because i started beliving in god, my life has gone alot better since eccepting jesus in my life.. my depression is pretty much gone i'm seeing things threw a different light..a possative one..

:: Proverbs 10:25 ::
When the storm has swept by, the wicked are gone.
but the righteous stand frim forever.

its been a long time since i last entered anything in here..things are pretty much the same as always, boring, sad, and depressing. but things have been getting better..
i now have a 7 piece drum set..i got into skateboarding, and i have quite a few scares from that..
i've learned more about myself and i am alot happier with myself.. through the power of god i have finally learnd there is a reason for life, and through him i have become a better person..
his light and his word has lifted my heart up to him..and i couldnt be happier with that...


take care and god bless all..
Dylan Stevens

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Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction
To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine

Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None better
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl

i'm losing everything that i once loved...my heart is seemingly being riped apart..from all the pain that i feel..
everything that kept me here is now fading away..my will to go on is failing fast...
i call for help yet no one comes...not a hand nor voice to catch me as i fall...
the light that once lit my dark road that once shined so bright is now fading to darkness...soon i will be surrounded by darkness...
the one i love has left me just as all of the rest have...lonleyness has become my one and only friend....
is there any reason to stay??if so what is it??all these are things i ask while the blade is pressed hard on my neck...my eternal pain is somthing i must live with.. for how much longer..i dont know...

i just got the new dope cd today, it fucken kicks ass...i would defently recomend this cd..its Dope American Apathy!!check it out some time

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns (oh oh oo whoa...)

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their mascarade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns

Everything burns (everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(All fade away)
Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns (whoa oo whoa...)

Everything burns
Watching it all fade away
(Away...everything burns)
Watching it all fade away